Brain Fog

I have been asked a lot what it is like to get these treatments. They aren't horrible, but the side effects are upsetting. They have me in a fog a lot of the time, with moments of clarity throughout the day. I feel like I have shown up at the party and am physically standing in the middle of it, but not a participant. Those around me have said they don't notice a difference in me, but I do and it is upsetting. The chemo and radiation I have had before had their definite downfalls, but this is a different beast. I feel like it is affecting the me I know. I pray that when the cancer is gone and the radiation treatments are done, I will be back.