I feel like I am so close to being back to my old self, but I just can't jump that hurdle! I have had worse stomach problems this round and they seem to be hanging on forever. Today was the first Sunday that I wasn't able to go to church with my family due to physical problems. I knew that with each treatment, the recovery would be harder and longer but I guess I still hoped it wouldn't happen. I'm going to try to go to the evening service. Church was just something "normal" I could do with my family, not to mention it helped my spirits.