#5 on Monday

Monday is the 5th treatment. Only 1 more after that. I don't feel as anxious about it. I have tried to explain why in logical terms - "I must be an old pro at this" or "I am nearing the end of this part of the cancer treatment." How about "God's grace"? There is a peace that I have not felt in the past. Sure, all of the side effects are in the back of my mind but I don't feel like I need to scramble around the house to make everything perfect for everyone else that week. The "caregiver" is actually okay with others taking care of her.